| might be hard, but... |
[Apr. 5th, 2006|09:50 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | start by depapepe | ] |
i'm such a fool that i cannot understand the simple fact even though ppl say the same thing to me several times.
mabe it is hard for a person to change his/her character or ways of his/her life.
but, well, i have to notice and change my way now. |
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| the life you want is ... |
[Mar. 10th, 2006|11:33 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | "life is cool" by sweetbox | ] |
Gotta remember we live what we choose
It’s not what you say It’s what you do
And the life you want
Is the life you have to make
this is one phrase of the song named "life is cool"
sounds like a requiem for me now.
i have a bunch of things to do now to start the rest of my life.
and no one can do that expect me.
beacause i am the one who know the best what i wanna do. |
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| 東京事変 |
[Feb. 6th, 2006|02:39 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crazy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Unvisible man" by tokyo incidents | ] |
tokyo jihen (which means "tokyo incidents") is hella nice.
u guys should listen to their music.
shiina ringo, the tokyo jihen vocalist, used to pursue solo stuff before, but i prefer tokyo jihen.
i think she also prefers singing as a member of tokyo jihen. lol.
i hardly listen to "girls" music but the tokyo jihen is outstanding.
i got surprised when i found their CDs in amoeba music in san fran.
this means tokyo jihen is famous in america too! :) |
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| can i do what i wanna do? |
[Feb. 3rd, 2006|11:40 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | "心切ループ" by Merry | ] |
one of my close friends seems to be worried 'bout his life and family.
i didn't notice even though he got so worried that he was transported to hospital recently.
i said i wanna work as a sales person so that i can see the clients' faces clearly.
but how can i take their hints even if i am not able to give consideration to those around me?*sigh* |
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| seminer began. |
[Jan. 31st, 2006|09:21 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  exhausted | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "SHOCK HEARTS" by THE YELLOW MONKEY | ] |
that was the funniest seminer i've ever attended.
sometimes they were making fun of their jobs, which made me see the fact i'm gonna face to if i would work in IBD.
ppl are pretty smart here. not just workers but also applicants.
and i guess they are testing me by assigning a severe case study.
as i was thinking, the case study was like to calculate the corporate value of one company, assuming another company would acquire it.
so i have to conclude the specific figure somehow.
moreover, i have to develop another strategic idea to the acquiring company from the "investment banker's" point of view.
the dead line date is next thursday and i have to make a presentation on that day. gee.
after this seminer, i went to another company to do the job interview with 4 workers for 2 hours.
2 out of them are foreigners and i had to speak in english.
i was afraid if i can talk about the technical matters in english, but it was fun to hear about fixed income and equity thing in english from them and i managed to express myself and ask questions in english. |
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| should I...? |
[Jan. 29th, 2006|11:39 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | worried | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "pure soul" by GLAY | ] |
now i have been applying for several investment banks in japan.
i'm wondering if i should be a sales person on the market side or an investment banker in the investment bank division... or if i should work for a commercial bank.
many ppl say that i will feel hard pressed in IBD.
but i think i can acquire enough knowledge and skills if i could stand it.
i'm also interested in sales cuz sales are the closer to the clients.
i want to work at the place where i can clearly see the face of the clients i'm in the charge of.
i will get to the interviews from the market side of 3 companies and participate in one 3-day spring seminar (including interviews) of IBD, waiting for reply from other companies.
it's tough.
i can't make up my mind, i'm not confident in myself, but still have to go to the next stage.
well, that's the reason why i'm feeling down recently. |
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| 男もすなる日記といふものを、女もしてみむとてするなり。 |
[Jan. 29th, 2006|07:37 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "hakkyou channel" from re-education by cali≠gari | ] |
so i'm gonna keep a journal in english here.
my main journal is セルフゆとり教育の日→http://blog.livedoor.jp/kyo_lee/
so i've decided to include "education" in my live-journal title.
"re-education" is just the name of my favorite CD.
doesn't mean a lot. lol.
i want you guys to write any comments in english or japanese.
btw, the title of this entry is the famous quote from tosa nikki, which means i, as a woman, will also keep a journal as men do. |
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